The Story of my Life

I have never been this angry in my life.. I was so angry because I was accused of something I did not do..

I would understand how and why people would take advantage of me. I know that people bleed me dry. As long as they can get something out of me, they'll just do it. Bleed me dry, in fact.

I've always been nice to people, I've always been good. People are nice to me as well.. that was what I thought.

So here we go again.. I've sacrificed, given everything I had and when it came to the point that I can give nothing more... I got insulted, I was even accused of being someone I am not..

" I will not believe anything you say anymore.. "  as you've said.

Answer me this...

Was it I that talked endlessly to this person every night behind your back?
Was it I that engaged in pervert conversations right in front of your face pretending that I don't understand what this person is talking about?
Was it I who get to see this so called friend of mine every night and was it I who talks to him often?

hmmmm..

Was it I that sent you home without asking you about dinner because I'd be having snacks with my friends?
Was it I that ate lunch right in front of your face and not ask you if you are hungry or not?
Was it I that caused you pain and sleepless nights only because I didn't want you to sleep?
Was it I that angers you every night just because I wanted attention?
Was it I?

Come to think of it... it was all you?

A friend of mine once told " Let's stop talking about me.. Let's talk about you... You, what can you say about me?"

Was there ever a time you thought about me? then again you don't trust me right? You won't believe anything I say or do anymore?"

Well I guess it is time to move on. Let Go. Move On as they'd always say. Maybe it's high time for me to do the same.

Self preservation..