Haloed Devil

It was 2011 when i first saw you. You walked into a restaurant, well probably because you were hungry. i noticed the shirt. I have one like that. I knew we were connected. A year passed before I saw you again. Hardly noticed me. Same here, i don't know you in fact. Yet a tingling sensation made me realize that there is more to it than this. Soon after, you needed my help. I was hesitant at first but I was later convinced that it's time for the Kawawang Kuting Program. I call it guilt management, my friends call it charity. My kutings call it blessings from above, Divine Intervention, as they sometimes refer to it. I forgot the reason why i stopped the Kawawang Kuting Program, and there you were... making my life miserable, making my life sad making me think about a lot of things making me hate life itself using, abusing me yet all were ok why? all because you no longer are the kawawang kuting.. but then again. i may be wrong.. Haloed Devil 

you said you've moved on.. you said it was over.. yet you still have not gotten over.. Haloed Devil 

The night before I flew to Pakistan, I engaged Hanna (+) in an arguement. She didn't wan't me to go. My reputation probably preceded me.. Come to think of it, I was, let's just say i was a Big Flirt. She was afraid that I'd do something stupid. She accompanied me at the airport the next day and was still adamant that I don't go. I had to... It was a business trip. I had to go to that roadshow. Upon checking in... i glanced back at her. She looked at me and I still remember those sad eyes. Then she said.. TRUST! while holding her heart she waived. Today, she reminded me about it. Yes, I have trust issues only because I've been hurt so much already. As I step towards a new phase in my life, i know that this new found relationship should be built around trust. I know i get jealous most of the time, i know i have trust issues. But people have trusted me with their lives and i know i should trust them as well. Thank you Kawawang Kuting for opening