Haloed Devil

I am ruthless, I am vicious, and I am cold hearted. I am vindictive. You have pushed my back against the wall and there is nowhere else for me to go. Now it's time for me to push back... I do this not because i want to, i push because I must. I tried to reason out, but you leave me no choice. I am afraid that is why I am angry. I am angry and now i realized that I am suffering. Now it is time for you to feel my suffering, time for you to feel my wrath. I am Dubai's Haloed Devil and I am calculating. Be wary, for you do not know what I am capable of doing. I will break your spirit, I will make you fall. My move will be perfect. Everything will be planned, everything is calculated. or i can just ignore you and make you disappear in my life..

It just seems strange that no matter how tired I am i just can't sleep these past few days. Went home past 2.00 this morning, took a shower and checked my mails. I lied down and continued on this Quantum Mechanics reading hoping that I'd be lulled to sleep. Well, guess your right.. SLEEP - FAIL.. I played music on my laptop to soothe my restless soul, i closed my eyes and guess what i was singing to every music that played. When it got to the music of Gregorian.. i had goosebumps. I opened my eyes and realized it was half past six in the morning.. Well no sleep for me.. Insomnia??? or just another case of depression??

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill When the funds are low and the debts are high, When you want to smile, but you have to sigh, If care is pressing you down a bit -- Rest if you must, but don't quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a fellow turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out. So don't give up though the pace seems slow -- You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than It seems to a fair and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when night came down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out -- A silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, -- It's when things seem w

" I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in so long. I feel I’ve been lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy I guess. I’ve never been lost before. You were my true north. I could always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake’s been made and I’m waiting for God to take it back. But I’m doing better now. The work helps me most of all, you help me. You came into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from that dream is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as I could. I’m writing to tell you that I’m on a journey towards that peace. And to tell you I’m sorry about many things. I’m sorry I didn’t take better care of you so that you never spent one minute being cold or scared or sick. I’m sorry I didn’t try harder to find the words to tell you what I was feelin

Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.